i listened to the blower's daughter today

"I'm not mistaking this for love or anything beautiful. The more I think about it, the more I'm repulsed by it really. I love him but I will not allow myself to love him because he's obviously going to leave me."


This quote reminds me of the scene in Closer where Dan (as Anna) asks Larry what he wanks to, and he says ex-girlfriends. 

DDW: hey big larry, what d'you wank about?
DOC9: exgirlfriends
DDW: not current?
DOC9: never

And then that just leads me to Jane's "I'm waiting for you to leave me." 

so, to pay my respects (how hasn't this become iconic yet?)